Category Archives: Depression Sucks

I’ve been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember. At the moment, I am scheduled to begin seeing another psychologist so that I may be diagnosed with bipolar disorder, something I have long suspected but could never seem to find a doctor who would look into it.

I would do anything for you, so why can’t I fix this?!

Posted on July 28, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

When you love someone so much that the thought of it can literally bring you to tears, it hurts beyond words to watch them hurt. I have been in this place more times than I can count, and I still … Continue reading →

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Thanks

Posted on July 14, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

I’m still trying to make sense of all this. There are just too many raw emotions right now to even try to get them into words. I’ve been reading all of your comments, texts, tweets, emails, etc, though, and I … Continue reading →

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An update on Popi, me, and a thank you to all of you

Posted on July 7, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

First, I want to say that, although I’m not replying directly to comments, emails, tweets, etc right now, I am reading them all and I do appreciate every one of them. You guys have been amazing through this, and I … Continue reading →

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Why?

Posted on July 6, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

I stopped downstairs to see Popi before I went into work. He’s so out of it, between the cancer, morphine, and the pain. Two officials were there to discuss honorary military things like medals and stuff that he’s going to … Continue reading →

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myLOL: How the past will make me stronger for the future

Posted on June 29, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

I’m not going to write anything here today. I’m going to send you to what I’ve written over at my other site, myLetters of Love, instead. Thanks for reading, and make sure you check out the other posts there.

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And the struggle within begins

Posted on June 28, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

I knew it was going to get harder from here on out. Last night, though, was one of the hardest days I’ve had in a long time. And then this morning, as I was getting ready for work, Mom popped … Continue reading →

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Seven things I learned this week

Posted on May 22, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

This week kind of sucked hard, but I actually learned a lot. I tend to bottle up things that I’m anxious, depressed, or upset about, until something small and seemingly insignificant happens and I have a major breakdown over it. … Continue reading →

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Clearly I am crazy

Posted on May 19, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

I cannot even tell you how it felt to be me yesterday. I haven’t felt that anxious and out of control since one of the last times I went to see a new doctor. (I can get so anxious that … Continue reading →

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Seroquel samples, 1. Me, 0.

Posted on May 4, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

I briefly entertained the idea of going off of my medication this week. I’m pretty used to Seroquel by now. I take it and everything seems to balance out. I feel like I can manage my life and my emotions … Continue reading →

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Cancer is a motherfucker, and so is chronic pain

Posted on April 6, 2010 by Elizabeth Kaylene

There’s a lot floating around in my head, so I’m gonna split the long post I wrote earlier today into several shorter ones. That way, I can schedule them ahead of time and take a little break from blogging for … Continue reading →

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